Nobody understands me the way you do !

So..I admit i miss being loved again.. But who understands ? No boys made me felt love since the beginning of this year . Miss those days when I felt loved and the luckiest girl on earth . Now im beginning to take back my words. XD im still not that depressed about it. Everyone around never ever take a look in my eyes , nobody understands except for one or two who would cheer me up , some just will knock you down when im already on the ground..They say i've changed, i have reasons? Different behaviour towards different people. Haha though i tried to blend in , it sometimes pushes me out but hey ! Im okay ~ Just so complicated , but i have a friend who will listen and cheers me up ~ the girl he's steading must be so lucky XD Im his ex so i really felt loved when i was with him..I broke up with 2 boys which really love me wholely and dearly just for Desmond..Although i have moved on , sometimes it's so hard to forget them..But im not emo or anything because in this world there are much more people that are suffering more then me , So if it's FATE ~ I wont blame it..HAHA ~ :D I LOVE ME!