There's this guy,Marcus..we stead very long before . Almost every night we talk more then 4hours before i sleep and so does he , he'll always ask me if im tired or sleepy in the chat .. He's always watching TV. That time when i was feeling down he gave me 12reasons to be happy , he kept repeating Marcus love you marcus need you marucs want you and others about us . I was touched , haha. We never quarrel cause either me or him will give in , that's what love is about..when i was bullied or alone in real life he was always dare for me ! Like my guardian angel.. now i seems to be standing alone..Marcus will always go crazy for me !! I can tell he loves me alot , last time.. He told all his friends about me ! Even once he went to a challet with his friends , before he left the challet room , he carved our names and have a big heart shape around it..One day he found out i was with Desmond and we ended our relationship..From then on when i call or text him he'll never reply..He said he's moved on with some other girl..but he promised me he'll always have love for me..The 12reasons has faded away..So did Marcus.
There's this guy,Desmond..We stead before he made me happy always when Im with him last time..now times have changed , places and humans changed too . He don't understand me anymore..He said I have changed but everybody does..He said im using hm as a replacement but he don't get me at all.. I feel hated with him. I wish he could understand me that Im nothing but myself , He always say Im lying to myself but the truth is he dont understand..Im me and his not , That is a fact he cant change.. I hope he will get it .. Someday Somehow.. :D
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