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Thanks Justin for helping me to paint my nails ~ HAHAHA (: credits goes to uue, although i's not very professional but thanks though uue almost paint my whole hand HAHAH <3

Be Free Of Life (:

Sorry ~

I dont feel the way you do , Youchun ~

YouChun Best Day Ever ~!

MUAHAHA ~ 10:13 14.11.09 <33 (:

I've got a bad boy and that's alright with me
His dirty laundry is nothing that I can't keep clean
And when he needs an alibi
He can use me all night..

What's the fun in playing it safe?
I think I'd rather misbehave
Your way..

I'm just a bad girl, that's why we get along
Won't make excuses for anything I'm doing wrong
I'll pull the trigger in a flash
Watch out honey, step back..

What's the use in playing it safe?
Wouldn't you rather misbehave?
My way..

Oh baby show me the money my evil friend
Let's go to Mexico, drink margaritas in sin
I'll light a candle for good luck
Now come on baby let's...

What's the fun in playing it safe?
I think I'd rather misbehave
Our way..

We're simply mad
Simply mad..

OMG

All pants im wearing ish dropping !! Die lurhs. ><" No more pants , Very long time ago derh pants so no wonder lurhs. :D

Love ish in the air ~! Though we quarrelled today , we still make it out loving each other . But i hope in the future that wont happen again.. Though every seconds i wanna be with uue , i know i cant ~ but i'll wait . Wait for me too laogong ! (:

<33

<33 Laogong XD calvin ~ :D ai ni ! so hot hot !!~~ turn the temperature higher laogong ~~ :X

My Best Dream !

I was steading Justin and i got 2 kids , no idea where it come from but anyways here it goes . One day Me,Justin and my daughter and son . HAHAHAH XD , we went to the beach at evening.Then very soon it turned dark , My daughter and son pulled me away from the beach going to a far away place. Leaving Justin alone playing the sand . I got worried ! I can feel something was not right !! Then when i wanted to go back to the beach , My dear son was lost ! Me and my daughter kept finding him ! But i really worried something might happen to Justin alone.I kept thinking:"I Just Wanna Look at you once more and know you're alright !" I found my son in a HDB block void deck , where i was standing i saw a shadow looking at us straight to my eyes! I held my children's hand tightly. Suddenly the shadow dashed to us , Oh ! It was Justin , I hugged him somehow!Anyways,It was raining we ran to a near by shopping mall.When we went it everything was fine then we reached the second floor , we turned into a shop there was a lady flying above us ! We ran for our lives so did everyone else in the mall, Justin carried our small daughter while i grabbed my son's hand. We ran to the lift lobby thinking that we could get out of here using Justin car at the carpark ! But there was a lady standing there looking at us , she seems normal we soon found out she was processed! We ran she gave the chase ! Me and Justin split up leaving me and my son together only , The lady followed Justin hahaha poor him ! I ran past a jewellery shop , It was empty I stole quite afew Jewels , But EPSEACIALLY i remembered i stole a BIG red and black diamond ring ! and a jacket i don't know why there's a jacket in a jewellery shop but it was full of pink and white skulls and the jacket was black ! i really liked it so i stole it, In real life the last time i bought a jacket was 4 or 5 ! After i stole the jewels , i met Justin again at the cinema ~ We ran out through the front exit ! We saw an old man asking for help a woman crying and alot of other scary people ! People? IM NOT SURE ~ We made it out through the exit and ran to the carpark luckily his car was very near the exit ! We hopped in , Justin was driving i was sitting beside him and our kids were back , I wasn't 13 , I guess we were 17-18 around there ! We saw the Scary "People" again Justin locked the car door for everyone and banged the "People" down , It was awesome! After that , the day after we met up in a cinema with the kids i purposed to him with a black and a red diamond ring ! He wore the black and i wore the red one ! After that my sis woke me up ! The best dream i ever had ! :THE RESULT OF PLAYING TOO MUCH L4D: but I loved the dream though it was scary , Justin gave me a secure feeling ! Thats It ! :D

Today !

Meet adzfar in the morning , he gave me a teddy bear ! Then teacher's day performance..Sian. Later went bukit merah central library slack , Kimmy,Derrick,Eugene And Ming Shuen suddenly want meet , Eugene ask me if i want accompany them see them smoke? Then go down liao see them shake leg, pai pose only lurhs. nothing much ! then i went macdonald le. I bough a new earring ! :D
Here are s0me pixs ~ There are one teddy bear pic and one new earring ! x3x3

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I Love Him , I Hate Him.
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The Last Chance Ahead.
As Our Long Love Fades.
We Did Love And We Did Hate.
I Dare Not To Say Our Love's Apart.
But I Dare To Say I Love You From Start.
Though We Make It Through Now.
But There's More In Just Thinking How?
Though We Fight And Messed Things Up.
I Will Always Love You From My Heart.
People May Think It's Game.
But For Us It's More Than Lame.
You May Not Understand What I Am.
But I Know We'll Be Together In The End.
Bcuz I Have The Courage To Give And Take.
I Know Our Love Is Fate.
If Something Tears Us Apart.
Dont Stay Down,Just Get Up.
Sometimes The Truth Is Hard.
But Lying From The Start,
To Lie Yourself From What's What?
We Fall Down Just By Fights.
So Just Stand Up For Our Love Inside.

Poem By ME! :D

:D

Don't worry , I Got Over Marcus In The End, There's one time when he broke up with me afew days later i had a dream he called me hahs ! :D

Missed

There's this guy,Marcus..we stead very long before . Almost every night we talk more then 4hours before i sleep and so does he , he'll always ask me if im tired or sleepy in the chat .. He's always watching TV. That time when i was feeling down he gave me 12reasons to be happy , he kept repeating Marcus love you marcus need you marucs want you and others about us . I was touched , haha. We never quarrel cause either me or him will give in , that's what love is about..when i was bullied or alone in real life he was always dare for me ! Like my guardian angel.. now i seems to be standing alone..Marcus will always go crazy for me !! I can tell he loves me alot , last time.. He told all his friends about me ! Even once he went to a challet with his friends , before he left the challet room , he carved our names and have a big heart shape around it..One day he found out i was with Desmond and we ended our relationship..From then on when i call or text him he'll never reply..He said he's moved on with some other girl..but he promised me he'll always have love for me..The 12reasons has faded away..So did Marcus.

There's this guy,Desmond..We stead before he made me happy always when Im with him last time..now times have changed , places and humans changed too . He don't understand me anymore..He said I have changed but everybody does..He said im using hm as a replacement but he don't get me at all.. I feel hated with him. I wish he could understand me that Im nothing but myself , He always say Im lying to myself but the truth is he dont understand..Im me and his not , That is a fact he cant change.. I hope he will get it .. Someday Somehow.. :D

Went to have fun and joy !

Yesterday.. Which is sunday went out to vivo with my sister and friends , haha we play the swirling time like crazy ! we were like owning the whole swirling thingy..
hahas ! then kids came we push the swirling thing to the limit , and wow ! kids like it too so do we , so we stand up and they sit ! hahas fell alot of times which made me kinda funny looking XD , went to makan in macdonald ~ after that went to the vivo city the kinda like a small pool ? yeah.. kinda funny we had fun but the pebbles hurt when we step on it XD .. When i was looking at kids playing my sis took a pic of me ! TEEHEE that bitch :D Just for the fun of it XD so bo liao . Desmond was emo-ing onthe phone , not fun AT ALL !! Buhbyes x3Me

Nobody understands me the way you do !

So..I admit i miss being loved again.. But who understands ? No boys made me felt love since the beginning of this year . Miss those days when I felt loved and the luckiest girl on earth . Now im beginning to take back my words. XD im still not that depressed about it. Everyone around never ever take a look in my eyes , nobody understands except for one or two who would cheer me up , some just will knock you down when im already on the ground..They say i've changed, i have reasons? Different behaviour towards different people. Haha though i tried to blend in , it sometimes pushes me out but hey ! Im okay ~ Just so complicated , but i have a friend who will listen and cheers me up ~ the girl he's steading must be so lucky XD Im his ex so i really felt loved when i was with him..I broke up with 2 boys which really love me wholely and dearly just for Desmond..Although i have moved on , sometimes it's so hard to forget them..But im not emo or anything because in this world there are much more people that are suffering more then me , So if it's FATE ~ I wont blame it..HAHA ~ :D I LOVE ME!

The word "NOOB"

Take care desmond ~ today kana buay song by desmond (xiao qi gui ) for the whole morning till school ended ~! Just by the word "noob" =.= he can call me ,i cant ! the world ish so unfair !

JFF= Just For Fun.

Afew days ago, adzfar asked me out ~ he said " wanna go to timezone with me? I will help you pay for you if only you and me go." So i said Okays ~ haha , cheat people money arhs me ? Orh Hor !! Haha Just for fun I dont mean to ~ I like the arcade alot!! XD money face ~ hope adzfar not reading this ><" sorry today you say Hello i ingored you,Adzfar ! I was talking to my LaoGong ~ Haha Desmond likes to backstab me in his blog T_T he bullys me! Umm..Today gan jie jie ask me to go to her brithday party at downtown east on some other day i forgot which but..other day .. haha Xie xie Kai Ting jie jie ! I see first if i can go lorhs..Chatting with desmond ~ :D Tommorrow dont know if wanna go volleyball training , aiya see first lorhs . Okays blog later , chat now ! Buhbyes x3x3 CJY LaoGong !

HeHe~

:D today had a fun time with friends , 3 people each took a cab to school . my first 3 freinds took the first cab , my second group of friends (with me) took the second one.. haha the cabs were somehow like racing each other ! :D just saw desmond's blog call me a bitch ? you're no better then a dog fucker ~! L.O.S.E.R~! x3x3 CJY
LaoGong!

For My Friend , B_ _ _ _ _

I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free

You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you

Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away

Never thought being born a girl
How I can love you and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be
I thought that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

For Fun Just Posting..

I'm searching for answers
Cause something is not right.
I follow the signs,
I'm close to the fire.

I fear that soon you'll reveal
Your dangerous mind.

It's in your eyes, what's on your mind.
I fear your smile and the promise inside.
It's in your eyes, what's on your mind.
I fear your presence, I'm frozen inside.

I'm searching for answers
Not questioned before.
The curse of awareness,
There's no peace of mind.
As your true colors show
A dangerous sign.

It's in your eyes, what's on your mind.
I see the truth that you've buried inside.
It's in your eyes, what's on your mind.
There is no mercy, just anger I find.

I just have to know, while I still have time.
Do I have to run, or hide away from you?

It's in your eyes, what's on your mind.
I see the truth that you've buried inside.
It's in your eyes, what's on your mind.
There is no mercy, just anger I find.

LOL

My mum just gave birth to my little brother ! 3.14pm haha! omfg ..

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Mum in hospital,Family Worried.So Worked Up,Man..

Fuckin'Bored

Nothing to do around here..So Bored , So Tired, So Lazy. So if you guys are free and wanna go out call me ~ I'm so desperate to hang out with you guys <33 Thanks suckers ~ haha

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